umm...heather?

dear heather's brain,

wtf is your problem? you started this blog over 2 years ago. you went to therapy, you're successful at a job you love, live in a great place, have a great boyfriend, great friends and a great life. you've started school and have learned a million new things. some would look at you and say you're a fairly intelligent person who has come a long way in her life. so why can't you stick to the one thing you know would complete your little bubble of happy?

pull your head out of your ass, get off the couch, and put down the damn pizza. you're better than this and you know it. you've made it through so much worse and the only thing limiting you from everything you want to do is your weight. that's it. YOU and YOUR weight are the only things stopping me from the skydiving, the bungee jumping, the comfortable, problem-free 12 hour flight to ireland, and that fun position you saw in a movie that one time. yeah, you know which one i'm talking about.

get your shit together.

love,

heather's body

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Chezacoote said…
This is so what I told myself a few months ago :) Especially the last bit lol. We can do it hunni xx Love your blog xx
March 28, 2011 at 10:32 AM
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